Fuck it all to hell.

him(9:46:09 PM): goodbye. you've been a good friend.
me (9:46:12 PM): no
me (9:46:13 PM): stop
me (9:46:17 PM): right this fucking instant
him (9:46:30 PM): wtf think you're my teacher or some shit?
him (9:46:51 PM): yeah i do actually i think I'm a fucking friend trying to save your god damned life
me (9:47:04 PM): i lost my best friend to suicide in 7Th grade
me (9:47:12 PM): its not fucking happening again
him (9:47:23 PM): we do not know each other.
him (9:47:28 PM): so no heart ache.
me (9:47:44 PM): don't even give me that bullshit
him (9:48:12 PM): i mean a car is going to hit me.
him (9:48:39 PM): I'm not going to kill myself.
me (9:48:42 PM): whatever.
him (9:49:04 PM): yeah exactly.
me (9:49:08 PM): its fucking stupid.
him (9:49:12 PM): how?
him (9:49:21 PM): because i don't want to be here anymore.
him (9:49:34 PM): and I'm tired of every ones bullshit?
me (9:49:48 PM): that doesn't fucking give you a reason to want to die
me (9:49:53 PM): that gives you a reason to find new friends
him (9:50:00 PM): hahaha same diff.
me (9:50:15 PM): I'm glad you think this is hilarious
him (9:50:20 PM): it is.
him (9:50:27 PM): imo.
me (9:50:42 PM): whatever.
me (9:50:50 PM): fuck this I'm done trying to fucking help people
me (9:50:52 PM): FUCK IT
me (9:50:56 PM): NO ONE FUCKING CARES
him (9:51:10 PM): i care.
him (9:51:18 PM): but I'm no one so yeah
him (9:51:30 PM): i go about my fucking lame ass life unknown.
him (9:51:45 PM): but yeah I'll fuck off.
him (9:51:52 PM): bye.
me (9:51:56 PM): life unknown?
me (9:52:01 PM): yeah that's bullshit and you know it
me (9:52:05 PM): the fucking world knows
me (9:52:06 PM): you
me (9:52:10 PM): and EVERYONE fucking cares
me (9:52:15 PM): weather you god damned believe it or not
him (9:52:33 PM): i don't..cause i hate when people care about me so i push them away.
him (9:52:46 PM): why do you think I'm a dick all the time?
me (9:53:08 PM): because you try and try but I'm one fucking person who wont go away that's something you don't seem to understand about me
him (9:53:25 PM): yeah because you claim to "love" me.
me (9:53:42 PM): fuck it Stephen ill just never say it again EVER
him (9:53:48 PM): okay.
me (9:53:50 PM): you don't seem to believe me
me (9:53:51 PM): EVER
him (9:54:00 PM): cause it's bullshit.
me (9:54:11 PM): whatever
him (9:54:17 PM): it is and you fucking know it.
me (9:54:41 PM): nope. you don't know what i feel so you wouldn't fucking know how i feel so don't even try and say you know
him (9:55:10 PM): okay...then why do you think you love me...honestly i want a god damn logical answer.
me (9:57:14 PM): because Stephen. its plain and fucking simple. its right in front of your face. i must feel some love for you for all the times you've shoved me away and right now I'm STILL fucking here. your amazing believe it or not your open and honest. and you say the most amazing things that could make any girl fall for you
him (9:58:09 PM): don't see what i say.
him (9:58:14 PM): or how I'm so open and honest.
me (9:58:34 PM): you don't see anything in yourself its up to everyone else to see it and point it out
him (9:58:49 PM): and i don't let people do that.
him (9:58:57 PM): that's when i tell them to get the fuck out of my life.
me (9:59:10 PM): exactly
me (9:59:15 PM): but yet I'm still here imagine that
him (9:59:44 PM): don't fucking see why.
me (9:59:55 PM): yeah i know you don't
me (10:00:06 PM): and i don't fucking care cos I'm not going anywhere
him (10:00:26 PM): well you may not be but i sure as hell am.
me (10:00:42 PM): mhhm.
him (10:00:51 PM): yep.
him (10:00:53 PM): so I'm done.
him (10:00:55 PM): goodbye.
him (10:01:01 PM): you wont hear from me again.
me (10:01:06 PM): mhhm.
me (10:01:19 PM): see you in hell.
me (10:01:26 PM): ill be there
him (10:01:27 PM): there is no hell.
him (10:01:38 PM): we just die and then that's it.
him (10:01:42 PM): no fucking after life.
him (10:02:02 PM): the only place we go is six feet under.
me (10:02:14 PM): mhhm.
me (10:02:19 PM): like i said
me (10:02:21 PM): see you there.
him (10:02:25 PM): ha.
him (10:02:27 PM): okay sure.
him (10:02:53 PM): but yeah tonight is the last anyone will know of Stephen.
me (10:03:02 PM): yep
me (10:03:44 PM): I'm thinking about 30 will do it.
me (10:03:48 PM): 30 Zoloft
me (10:03:51 PM): hm sounds good tome
me (10:05:15 PM): time to write my last blog.
me (10:05:17 PM): BYE
him (10:12:05 PM): bye.
him (10:16:27 PM): have a good night.
me (10:16:38 PM): i will when I'm dead.
me (10:16:39 PM): thanks
him (10:16:42 PM): wow.
him (10:16:44 PM): nice.
me (10:16:53 PM): i know right.
me (10:16:56 PM): i cant wait
me (10:17:05 PM): I'm stoked to feel death approach me
him (10:17:12 PM): that's chill.
him (10:18:12 PM): have fun with that.
me (10:18:22 PM): i will.
me (10:18:25 PM): thanks.
me (10:18:36 PM): not like you care or anything.
me (10:18:38 PM): so yeah
him (10:18:39 PM): ha.
him (10:18:47 PM): see you think you know me.
him (10:18:56 PM): just like everyone else.
me (10:19:08 PM): you don't care.
me (10:19:12 PM): if you gave two shits
me (10:19:15 PM): you wouldn't push me away
me (10:19:29 PM): and you damn sure wouldn't threaten me with your death
him (10:19:29 PM): i push people away to better them selves.
him (10:19:42 PM): i threatened you?
me (10:20:23 PM): just forget it
him (10:20:31 PM): okay.
him (10:20:37 PM): i forgot.
him (10:20:46 PM): so what are we talking about again?
me (10:21:09 PM): ...
him (10:21:24 PM): you told me to forget something so i did.
me (10:21:47 PM): okay smart ass.
him (10:21:57 PM): glad you noticed.
me (10:22:05 PM): wouldn't be the first time.
him (10:22:10 PM): lawl.
him (10:22:30 PM): so the truth comes out.
him(10:22:56 PM): you really don't give a fuck because i annoy and I'm a smart ass.
me (10:23:04 PM): nope
him (10:23:05 PM): glad you tell me this now.
me (10:23:07 PM): i never said that
me (10:23:12 PM): stop putting words in my fucking mouth
me (10:23:20 PM): i never fucking said you were annoying.
him (10:23:20 PM): more like fingers.
him (10:23:29 PM): cause you're not speaking to me.
him (10:23:36 PM): ooh look smart ass again.
him (10:23:43 PM): man I'm good at this.
him (10:23:52 PM): ooh shit again.
me (10:23:58 PM): you amaze me
him (10:24:01 PM): two for the boys back home.
him (10:24:13 PM): why thank you.
him (10:25:22 PM): I'm glad i amaze someone.
me (10:25:35 PM): yep.
me (10:25:38 PM): always have.
him (10:25:51 PM): aw how sweet.
him (10:27:05 PM): but yeah goodbye for good and shit.
him (10:27:13 PM): unless i feel nice one day
me (10:27:16 PM): mhhm.
him (10:27:29 PM): which i doubt will happen.
him (10:27:38 PM): cause I'm a smart ass all the fucking time.
me (10:27:52 PM): oh boy!
me (10:27:54 PM): HOW FUN
him (10:27:59 PM): you know it.
me (10:28:27 PM): mhhm.
him (10:28:35 PM): so..
him (10:28:37 PM): good..
me (10:28:39 PM): bye
him (10:28:39 PM): fucking..
him (10:28:40 PM): bye.
me (10:28:44 PM): peace out
him (10:29:40 PM): I'm an ass hole.
me (10:30:05 PM): ...
me (10:30:12 PM): that's an understatement...

Nothing like a good old fight.
Gotta fucking love them.
Man oh man they just make my life.
I'm so tired of it all.
Of people.
Its like a daily thing with him.
I just don't know what to do with him anymore.
FUCK.