Why

me?
Just goddamnit.
Fuck sleep.
Fuck dreams.
I don't need it.
I survive without it.
Even if I go clinically insane.
I can't stop shaking.
Why did I tell him he was in it?
It doesn't matter.
He doesn't care.
He will end up saying something rude I don't wanna hear.
He hates me.
Why did I tell him he was in it?
There goes 8 more.
What is wrong with me.
Goddamnit.
Fuck it.
I'm done.