Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Mixed Night.



Yesterday my day just flat out sucked.
I stayed home super sick.
I was miserable all day and night.
Then he pops up.
Just out of no where.
And of course I'm happy but then I'm not.
And now theres fighting going on.
And I down 8 zoloft.
How come I'm not dead yet?
Its happened 6 times already.
I don't get it.
Why have I become such a monster?
Ive changed for the worse.
Not even I like the new me.
I need more than help.

1 comment:

Cody said...

Why do u always feel down when "he" is around.. I mean if you dont like him tell him to get out of your life. Especially if he hurts you emotionally.. If it is not him.. then I would totally think about trying to express your self.. If u feel like talking.. I have a myspace facebook and I have yahoo instant messenger.. Here is my myspace url..
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=43589041
My name is cody bridges, I am here if you ever need someone to talk to you.