You know theres somedays,

where I cant get my mind off of you.
Theres days I want to be with you again.
Theres days I listen our songs on repeat.
Days I want to meet you.
Days I want you to call me and say you miss me.
Ugh.


I messed up so bad when it comes to us.
I miss you so much.
When you talk to me I just want to say "I love you"
But I know you don't love me, not anymore at least.

/:

Since I cant say it to you personally, I'll say it here.
I love you Brandon Adrian Shipman <3

You fucking no good low life asshole

you fucking call yourself parents?
No, I don't fucking think so.
This is fucking disrespect to me and to my friends.
Telling me I cant use my own damn money to get my friend a ticket to Florida that I haven't seen in FOUR YEARS!
"Its been saved up for your car and your college"
Are you trying to fucking tell me my friend isn't worth my money?
You better take every damn word you said back because you better not even doubt me I will NEVER look at you the same anymore.
Not after this.
This is the last time you fuck me over.
After today you don't tell me what to do or when to do or what to do with what stuff.
I make my own fucking decisions from here on out.
Fuck your authority and fuck what you think.
You've got some nerve coming in MY room telling ME what to do with MY owning.
HA.
I laugh in your fucking face you dumb cunt.
I'm not your daughter anymore.
I'm simply someone related to you who you care for.
This is a big FUCK YOU.

I just want

to stop crying.

I'm tired of being such a big baby.
Why do I always have to be the one to get hurt.
Why can't I just be happy?
Just once.